just getting the hang of this;LONDON TRIP :)

so i went to London on tuesday instead of my trusty sixth form centre :)

my friend Jess has a contract with a recording studio at the moment in time

and is clearly to chicken to catch a bus to London on her own, although i don't blame her at all.

we got lost a total of 2 times, we also had to catch the underground tube to get to the actual recording studio, (SCARY) so right picture this

walking down the tube station (i've never been in one before)

walk onto our platform, (platform 1)

K:do you know what train we have to get on?

J:yeahh

K:do you know what time it is due in? or how lnog we have to wait?

J:we wont have to wait long cause they pull in all the time

(walk onto actual plat form where tran pulls onto, as we do a train pulls up)

K:is this our train?

J:umm.. im not sure

K:what? i thought you knew what train were getting on?!

J:yeah i do, i just can't remember if its this or not

K:so you don't know what train were getting on?

(walknig along train)

J:nope..

no wait it is this one

K:you sure? lets get on then already

J:yeah im sure

(i jump onto train)

J: WHAT YUO DOING!! GET OFF GET OFF!!!

(go to jump off, train door shut halfway on me, PANIC RISES)

(pushh door open)

K:(out of breath) so that WASNT OUR train?

J:(clam again) no it was..

K: your an idiot..

me and jess do not make the most amazing team out there, also

(getting our train ticket, queing up, jess gets her ticket out fine)

(i walk up)

type all the buttons in correct order, but fiver in not machine, goes ok.

go to put additional coins into the machine

doesn't go through..

try again calmly, doesn't go through..

try again, doesn't go through.....!!

start to lose patience, [i'll replace the 'bad' word with the word,.. kitten]

K:for kitten sake..

scratch's money against machine in a madish kinda way

inserts money, at this point i have taken to long, and the machine returns my fiver

K: FOR KITTEN SAKEE, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS MACHINE!!!!

J:try using a diffrent pound coin?

K:okay fair enough..

insert a DIFFRENT pound coin, REJECTED

at this point i madly just grab all of the pound coins i have and shove them in angrily one after anouther, REJECT, REJECT, REJECT, REJECT

K: FOR KITTEN SAKE!!! >_< (a small scream escaped from me by now and frantic waves from my hand start to appear)

Jess is too busy wetting herself laughing to offer any other kind of help to this deliema, the guy stood behind us in the que is sat there giving me a odd look, and even steps back slightly..

at this point i give up and give my purse to jess, and on FIRST try, the stupid bloody machine accepts the pound coin from my purse.

bloody london ticket machines...

i lack patience :) but i love london<3

so this is ment to be a introduction?

this is meant to be my amazing introduction to 'me';
well i cant really introduce myself, when i don't really know that myself.


so, lets start with why I'm writing this in the first place, basically I blabber allot,allot allot allot and someone actually said to me today 'why don't you write a blog?' so you know what?I Bloody started one! :) so lets see how long this can last.

now that's over with, I'll fill you in on some stuff I consider 'important' to me in my life.

I'm currently enrolled at six form studying, English literature, Sociology and Health&Social, although when people ask what i aspire to be when I'm older, I answer with a 'I don't know yet'. contray to my replies, I do know, just embarrassed maybe?
I want to be a writer, not quite sure what for, but as long as it involves writing I'm okay with that :) maybe a journalist? or the next new 'ask Erma' agony aunt, OR.. with my own collum in the daily paper or a magazine.

on a more serious note, i used to suffer from depression two years ago for about 14 months, during that time i self-harmed and even tried to commit suicide a handful of times.
I try not to Dennie this to people, but at the same time i don't openly speak about it.
as i still relapse from time to time, my friends don't know this, and they don't need to know either, as its all relevantly under control :) I find it hard to talk about, but as this is a blog none of my friends can read, I'm just going to be open and honest. :)

oh i do currently have a boyfriend, but unfortunately have a commitment issue, so I'm sure their might be some blabber from time to time about that. either way i hope you enjoy reading about my random blabbers in the future to come, they may bore you, they may not, but its all going to be the truth, or how i see it through my eyes.